ok. how weird is this. airing ur views n opinions just like that in public! but u know wad. i dunt care anymore. my reservations and stuff are gone. u wanna read? u wanna criticise? u wanna bitch? well.. go ahead. i just dun giv a f***. so wad if u're gonna know me inside out? u ppl bitch even if u dunt know someone. so. is it gonna make a difference? sorrie to put it smack on ur face. but NO.ok. to put it frankily. i'm bored. perhaps thats why my mind's running all over n i'm getting cranky. perhaps i'm gettin senile?! perhaps thats wad happens when u're left all alone at home n u feel that u're all alone in this world. ha. i never tot i wld feel this way. i've always counted myself capable of amusing n entertaining myself. but..today..i feel so left out. perhaps thats wad happens when the person who means most to u plays behind ur back. the person? perhaps i meant people?! its difficult for me to comprehend the situation i am in. hell. it wld be difficult for anyone else to figure out wads going thru me rite now. unless the very thing happend to u, u've no idea, its beyond ur wildest imagination n plain thoughts of "wad if that happens to me?" thoughts wld never provoke the kind of emotions n feelings i'm going thru now. perhaps thats why they say its difficult to move on. yes. i've started doubting human relationships. wondering why is it always me that the society picks on. why am i being hateD For goddamn no reason? hated for being me? is there too many bastards n bitches in this world? or am i just in the wrong company. i yearn for the days when everything used to be plain n simple. rewinding the hands of time wld perhaps save me frm excrutiating pain? i feel so out of mood to study. i know i've alot to mug. i'm so back tracked. yet, i'm not getting down to it. WHY? do u think she's happier now? is she happier now that she has him? she has wanted him since day one. since the days i used to go out with him. wad does she see in him that i missed? why didnt she tell me earlier? well..eventually it boiled down to her choosing him over me.oh gawd. this is too explicit for me to even put it down in words. u know how it hurts to see the guy I used to hold hands with...with my very own best frend? it hurts. hurts so damn much. god. i saw them frenching. goodness. all hot n sweaty over each other. " i'm sorrie. i thought u were over with him" oh yeah rite bitch. save that story for some other sorrie ass ok?!

harshi
and so her story is told@ 1:59 AM